Do You See What I See?

Each day I will look into the mirror. Wondering why I was ever born. Thinking to myself..since I have been living, what have I done wrong in my life? Is it all just a dream? Do people see me for who I really am? Sometimes, I always wonder if I was mistake in life. Even though I know I am not. I still may think it. I have to admit, I have been blessed with many things in my life that a lot of people may not have, and I should be more thankful that I am actually alive. And yes, I do have people here or there maybe, even everywhere that do see and love me for me. The only reason I am writing this, is because I used to be like this. Never thankful for anything, always thought of myself as a mistake in everyone's life. I would sit in my room for hours, thinking of ways I would kill myself where everyone would be happy. But, I know now thats not true. Everyone loves me. They care if I am alive. I know, I have never said thank you for that. But, Thank You. I have realized being alive is a opportunity, if it wasnt for our lord and savior jesus christ me or you would not even be here. I never will forget these thoughts I used to have. But, I am glad god has opened my eyes and blessed me with what I have in life and blessed me for actually being alive. And Yes, I still may say some words here and there, but trust me.. I dont mean it.