Worst Night

Well, today is a kind of night, I want to forget. It is the night I just want to move somewhere so far away, where no one knows me. The things he may tell me make me feel incredible. But, Now.. I feel like I have lost him. I'm trying so hard not to cry writing this blog But I can not help it.
I hate it when we fuss or fight, it just literally breaks my heart into pieces.
He just does not know how much I care and I love him.
I would do anything for him, God even knows that.
He is my heart, and my life. and I would never break it,
I just wish the day was going by better, if he could only see how much I care and I love him.
Life to me is him, He is my life.
He has brought out the best of me in so many ways, I just wish he would believe me..When I say "I love you" or "I wanna spend the rest of my life with you" because I mean it.
Please believe me when I say this, Adrian. I really do care and love you so much, I would never hurt you in any way..

I'm Sorry.